Ytd morning, I woke up to see a familiar figure beside, I opened my eyes even bigger to check if it was as I thought… In an instant, I covered my eyes with my hands n began chanting “I m dreaming… I m dreaming… I m dreaming…” Then there came this whisper “U r not dreaming~” n then, my face got hit by the pillow… My brother came home from his holiday le~ Ahhh~!!
But my bro came home with a gift for me… Yay~ I got those personalized wired bookmark, similar to the stand Hui Li gave me… ^-^… N theres fish cod snacks… Ooo… Bet tts cos of Serene… Afta staying together for 16 years, my bro oni came to no I like fish cod snack afta Serene got it from Thailand for me… =D…
I met Xiu Wen at the interchange to go run at the stadium… I didnt really run… =X… In between the glances, I feel useless seeing her helpless… I bet huever saw us then would tink we gao you yu… She seem so vulnerable, so unlike the her just a few months ago… If oni theres n e ting I can do…
We drank so much liquid afta we ran, we experience bloatness… N at my ah ma’s house was pizzas, curry, satays, crabs n my fave dong gua tang [wintermelon soup]… Ahh~ Such a waste lah… I ate one slice of pizza, forced by my black-faced n lecturing bro… =/… My relatives tot I jian fei or something, then very angry with me… =(… I tink I made my ah ma sad… She rushed to the NTUC afta her medical check up to get the crabs to cook for me, n I didn’t eat n e… =’(… So dui bu qi…
Afta the meal, I chat with my cousins n attempted to put cream on their faces, tt got them screaming n running… Its like the first time I really do have such good interaction with them… Cos of many reasons… I really do treasure being able to confide in my cousins, my bro is afterall a guy… But with this change comes some other changes… Theres more n more unhappiness in my family… Wen the first change just happened, I hoped so much to b back to the past, wher things r simple n plain… I hated growing up, I hated having to no more than I used to, I hated realizing all these changes… It was as though the rubber band on my brain had snapped… Everything came crushing… The more I try to ignore, the more it presses me… Tt was my sec 4 days n the early months of this year… Not tt I didnt wanted to b in contact with n e one, but I was in my own abyss of depression…
I accepted the changes but still not willing to face it…
Quoting Qiao En… The situation will never change, the only ting that will change, is your mentality…
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